I had always
dreaded the thought of being admitted to hospital. The peculiar smell of the hospital, the sight
of deformed and critically ill persons and dead bodies in the hospital are
things that had always wished to avoid. But a serious illness sometime ago
necessitated my admission to the General Hospital in Malacca.
Though I
was seriously ill and required special attention, yet the knowledge that I was
in the hospital made me feel miserable during the first few days. The clothes
that I had to wear in the hospital were uncomfortable and the food was
tasteless. At night, when all the patients were asleep, I used to wake up and
think of what might map if the dead bodies in the mortuary near by came back to
life. I alert thought of the patients who might die at anytime. Sometimes I
thought that I myself might not wake up from my sleep; that I might have to
leave my dear parents, brothers and sisters and never return. Team would then
flow from my eyes.
From the
fourth day, however, my spirits were high. The doctors and nurses assured me
that I would recover completely in a few days and that I could move about in
the hospital as I wished.
I now
began to think of the good work that was being done in the hospital to reduce
pain and suffering. Hundreds of sick people were coming to the hospital, many
with serious injuries caused by various kinds of accidents, with the last hope
of survival. And while many were dying, many more were returning home with
smiles on their faces. Working every minute and sacrificing their own pleasures
and pastimes, the doctors, nurses, hospital assistants and all the other staffs
were doing their utmost to save another life. Their humanity impressed me
deeply. I now realised what an important role the hospitals were playing in our
daily and the disgust that I fell on the first few days was gone.
After being
in the hospital for a week, I returned home with a better knowledge of human
misery and san sacrifice.
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